DoRc eViL

ShOuLd i sTaRt paCkinG??

2009-03-18T22:24:00.000-07:00

eversince d revision month started.. my room was a total mess.. i mean really messy.. books were everywhere.. on d table.. on d bed, on d floor..n even under the bed.. etc.. even searching them during d time of need pose a great difficulty.. cos it was not in order.. n i hv 2 search d whole stack again n again 2 find one..

Total of 11 postings.. wic we 1st started clinical years in year 3.. basically 2 years ago.. Wic are consists of Int. Medicine, Gen Surgery, Obs & Gynae, Psychiatry, Orthopaedic, Paediatric, Family Medicine, ENT, Ophthalmology, Anaesthesiology, Comm Medicine... We have 2 combine all those knowledge 2 face diz final MD(UKM) exam.. wic is the toughest exam of all of diz years..

Everyone were restless in preparing 4 d exam.. Anxiety, insomnia.. somnolence.. all of these feeling started 2 pour down 2 us.. I am no exception.. on d eve of every papers.. i can't hardly fall asleep..
theory paper lasted 4 a week.. n clinical exam will b conducted 4 one day.. 4 each candidate based on their luck.. lucky me.. got d 1st day.. sigh..

really depressed with the outcoming of the exam result... diz waiting make me suffer more.. should i start packing?? diz is d question dat i've always ask myself.. wat if i failed n need 2 reseat d paper 4 another 6 months..?? then i don have 2 pack and unpack all these things again.. n i have 2 cancel my air ticket 2 go back home.. wic i hope i don hv 2 do..

now i really had d typical features of ppl wif depression; with persistent low mood, lost of interest, feeling tired and lethargic but unable 2 fall asleep with early morning awakening..all these tinks are killing me slowly.. hope all these will b over sooner..

Pray Hard n Crossing mY fingers.. 4 a better 2moro..

sEqUeNce oF aWeFuL eVeNts..

2009-03-18T21:44:00.000-07:00

iT starts with my clinical exam.. quite a tough one on monday d 16th.. my case was a child with *nephrotic syndrome.. with My Long case examiners are; Prof. Rahmah (paeds), Prof. Adeeb (o&g), Dr. Wong Ming (med), Mr. Shahar (orth).. i tink i was totally screwed up doin d long case, felt like so many tinks i din ask.. so many tinks i din do.. not sure did i cover all d so called essential tinks 2 secure a pass in my long case..

It was so aweful feeling.. y do i have 2 bear all these.. maybe it's a trial time from God.. 2 test my fate 2wards him.. i was so occupied wif my long case presentation n performance that i have loss my concentration during my short cases.. basically all tinks were screwed up dat day.. My examiners for d day are.. Prof Fadilah (med), Prof Maniam (Psy), Prof Hashim (o&g), Mr Jev (ENT), Dato' Ridzuan (surg).. I've started with a case of o&g wic is polyhydramnions.. got all the signs.. then a tough surgery case.. maybe i screwed so severely that i have 2 get 3 cases for my short cases wic are, trophic ulcer, *AVF, and thyroid swelling.. then i hv no mood 2 do my med short case wic i tink my finding was correct..

Then I was involved in an *MVA.. a careless motorcyclist accidentally knocked my hind lamp and broke it.. in a middle of a flyover.. wic i hardly wana stop.. cos it will surely cost a huge traffic jam.. result of dat.. i have 2 pay RM280 4 replacement of a new lamp.. aweful..

Then on d day i went 2 take d car from workshop, i stop in a dining place 2 have some breakfast..
the cost of d meal was RM 5.60.. but i have no change n have 2 pay wif my RM 50.. wic d balance is Rm 44.40.. wic was shouted out by the cashier in cantonese.. i startled 4 awhile.. n try 2 remain calm.. (in cantonese d pronounciation of 44.40 is almost similar 2 d word dead)..

hope dat evrytink will b fine.. juz hoping dat my exam result will b fine as well.. really hope for God blessing..how should i react?? currently are so depressed n down..

*nephrotic syndrome; a disease characterize by generalized swelling of the body
*MVA; motor vehicle accident
*AVF; ateriovenous fistula

IV medications isn't medications??

2009-01-21T07:08:00.000-08:00

I came across this patient of mine who was admitted due to *AECOPD 2 to pneumonia few weeks ago.. He was very arrogant, due to his many admission 2 d hospital. He will question every procedure that being carried by us.. blood taking, iv branula etc..

One fine morning as I was doing my morning round as usual.. He was very frustated and angry. In a loud voice this is his conversation with one of the staff nurse;

Uncle A: Misi, apamacam saya suda tinggal sini hospital suda 2 hari doktor xdak bg ubat??
(* nurse, i've been in the ward 4 2 days but y din d doctor gave me any medicine??)

Nurse X: Apa uncle, xdak ada ubat ka?? apa macam?? saya hari2 ada bg uncle ubat lahh..
(* what? i thought that i gave u all ur medications everyday??)

Uncle A: Mana ada lu bg ubat?? hari2 lu cucuk saya saja.. tidak nampak ubat??
(Where's d medications? I juz saw that u injected me everyday..)

Nurse X: Haiyyoo uncle, itu cucuk2 semua ubat lahh..
(Uncle, that's all injected medication)

Uncle A: Haiyyoo.. saya tidak nampak mahh.. sebab saya tidak makan..
(I can't see d medication cos i din eat it..)

Me: Burst into laughter...

After that incident he became nice, even allow me to take his frequent *ABG..

*AECOPD- acute exacerbation of chronic obstructive pulmonary disease.. a form of lung disease
*ABG-arterial blood gas.. blood that is taken from the artery.. the oxygenated blood

It's been a long while..

2009-01-12T06:50:00.000-08:00

It's been along while.. Since I experience d flood in Kuching, my hometown.. As far as i'm concern, there was almost none and really rare 2 hear that Kuching was being flooded by water.. Yes, it's weird but true.. I never experience flood during the day when i grew up in Kuching..

But the flash flood that occur today was really a shock.. Kuching was being flood until waist level.. Some places even can't allow transportation 2 pass.. Especially Bau area.. Pity my fren Mor.. whose house being flood and can't even charge his handphone and was force 2 use his sister's handphone 2 text me.. Hope his house is fine by now..

Hearing d news, I call home immediately.. Wonder if my house n families were affected.. But luckily and thankfully there were not affected.. Maybe because d location of my house is more 2wards inland.. and the area is kinda hill area.. and there's not any single river nearby..

Maybe it's a sign from God for repentence.. He had shows so many signs to us.. This is to show how he loves us.. He doesn't want 2 punish his creation 2 heavily..

Satok area in kuching was flooded.. It was an area full of offices and shops lot.. If that place being flooded.. I guess lots of people will have 2 closed their shops for few days before resume their business.. pity them.. Satok used 2 be a Sunday market.. A place where all the cheap food can be found.. Comparable 2 pasar malam in KL.. More hotter than that.. and far2 more happening.. yay..

I wonder how did they manage 2 move all their belongings.. It must be quite hard n difficult..

I woke up diz monday thinking dat it was a sunday still.. But when i receive a txt from yp my colleague.. stated that we will have a post mortem session regarding our result with our supervisor Dr WSW.. I realiize it was a Monday morning.. ehhehe..

So I was waken up by YP's txt and thinking that I was late for church service.. ahhaa.. 2 occupied with church..

So, as I walking towards Med 1, my beloved ward.. I put down my bag and my coat.. and head towards Level 4 2 d paeds department 2 meet my beloved Dr WSW my paeds supervisor.. I was lost and donoe where 2 go.. and suddenly heard some noises coming form a corner..

There are my colleague waiting anxiously 2 meet Dr WSW and still wondering what is he goin 2 say.. Is he goin 2 scold us?? Is he goin 2 praise us for the result.. No one know..

My colleague waited for me before approaching Dr WSW.. So, it started with my colleague.. Ad.xx.. Then came me next in line, when i enter.. He greeted me with a big smile.. Of cos his cute dimple were so obvious.. That's whats make him special.. HHmmmpphh..

Though he's always mad at us during our period of paeds posting under him. But he's really a great teacher. His passion for teaching is really great. Really hard 2 find a great teacher like him. I guess he was juz pretending 2 be cool, but truly deep inside his quite a warmth person.

Maybe he's juz need 2 find a suitable person 2 click with.. I was blank when i enter his room, and expecting he would tell my my results regarding my weakness and d neccessities 2 improve. But he said he doesn't have the result with him.

And his word of advice is juz, paeds maedicine cannot be treated like adult medicine. It has it's own art of clinical examination. Lastly, he wish me good luck in my future..

Thanks Dr WSW.

Cheers;

(DoRc eViL)

p/s; the above pics was courtesy of a fren of mine, whose facing flood at his home.. Thx Zul..

ThE DaY I DecIdEd oN mY HoBBy..

2009-01-11T07:20:00.000-08:00

ahahha.. It mUst be a joke.. But today i finally decide on wat my hobby really is.. Yup, according 2 my dictionary, hobby is define as an act or activity that one does to fill one's leisure time.

Well, i've tried several type of hobby before.. But it turns up everytink goes 2 waste.. Like stamp collections, coins collections, red packets collections but notink turn up quite promising..

As I was strolling down KL after d church service.. I saw there's quite lots of beautiful near n around d merdeka square..

Without further due, i took out my cam.. My handphone actually cum my cam.. Cos i like multipurpose things.. Hate 2 carry lots of tinks sumtime..

Snapping all the sceneries that is within my view.. The result turns up quite interesting... and 2 my amaze quite comparable with those taken using hi-tech digital camera.. n d one that being publish in dailies..

Then after, i think about why not make photography as my hobby.. Of cos not a profesional level.. But taking pic and keeping them is really pleasuring 4 me..

Sometime you can even view them 2 cheer up ur mood..

So, as we (me & my cousin) was strolling down 2 pasar seni for our regular post-church breakfast.. I snapped some sceneries, especially of the merdeka sq, the SAS building, the bukit aman police headquarters, masjid jamek, d selangor royal club..etc..

Finally, i've found some tink 2 do as my hobby.. N don let my time goes 2 waste.. Especially a travelling freak like me.. Really need a handy cam in hand.. Who knows i might witness the most historic event and i'm d only person witnessing it..

Here are some of my masterpiece attached 4 viewing. Do comments for future improvement..

Cheers;

(DoRc eViL)

HaPPy aS KiDs..

2009-01-11T06:59:00.000-08:00

It was Sunday service as usual in church today.. However, what make the service interesting 2day is.. There's one british family their children for baptism today.. There was total 5 children who in d same age.. From the McKeith's family i think.. Becos their name all ended with McKeith..

I wonder, why did d whole family baptize their children today.. Are they new in KL.?? hhmmpphh.. after d service end, i approach one of them.. The mother of a child i tink.. and ask about their baptism..

The mother gladly says that, this is their first time visit Malaysia.. 2 commemorate this, they wanted 2 baptize their children in KL..

Wow, that's quiet nice of them.. After the service, I saw their children.. Playing at the church's courtyard.. Running freely, playing by the green grass n the big trees..

How enjoyable, if I could run and play like that.. Being kids is really much2 fun.. Less 2 worries..

Really miss my less worries, care free, and less tension life as a kid..

I wish I could turn back time.. :p

Cheers;

(DoRc eViL)

ReKiNdLeD mEmOrIes..

2009-01-11T06:30:00.000-08:00

FiNaLLy, the campus election return.. i thought i would leave UKM as final year student without casting any vote.. but obviously i was wrong.. However, the preparation this year was not so disastrous as it was before.. before, it was really horrible, can be compare 2 d general election's fight between the opponents n d government.

Well, obviously.. both the candidates started 2 post their manifestos.. each with their own resume n curriculum vitae.. However. as final year med student.. I don't care n don't bother about it.. I will leave anyway.. So, this year election might does not mean anytink 2 me..

But wat attarct my attention wa.. There's this candidate dat send in his manifesto attached with some goodies.. Well, let say d goodies that attract my attention. It was a "susu" chocolate bar..

Yup, "susu" chocolate bar.. the chocolate bar that i ate frequently when I was a toddler and my pre-school age.. still remember d first time i ate it was at the age of 4..

Life back then was really difficult and tough.. we only got 2 eat dat chocolate bar when ever there is function or ocassion like birthday parties etc.. and we seldom ate luxurious food.. seeing kids nowadays, as compare 2 us.. they are much2 more fortunate..

that "susu" chocolate bar was d only type of chocolate bar that we can afford during that time.. However, the taste was really beyond expected.. really smoothing, crunchy and filled with milky taste..

It has 2 taste.. another 1 is d chocolate flavour.. wic is quite comparable with d "susu" or d milk flavour.. but i obviously enjoy d milk or d "susu" flavour more..

I used 2 remember.. i would grab 1 bar.. n enjoy it slowly in a corner.. eating it layer by layer.. how fun it was.. n how enjoy it was 2 b a kid..

However, as i was enjoying the bar that i receive as goodies just now.. It tastes so differently, really different.. not like d one i used 2 eat when i was a kid.. not as crunchy, soothing and milky as it was..

Guess many thing had changed nowadays without us realising.. Maybe it just my taste bud or the chocalate bar had changed manufacturer..

What ever it is, changes do happen whether we like it or not... The main thing is, we must change accordingly with the changes.. Becos we can expect the world change according 2 our needs..

Really miss that moment in my life.. :p

Cheers;

(DoRc eViL)

UsHeRiNg 2009

2009-01-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

Finally, 2008 had come 2 an end.. it was a peaceful wednesday night.. yes right.. d eve of new year was a peaceful wednesday nite.. d last day of 2008.. 31/12/2008 was a wednesday..

basically, it started juz like a usual day.. no one realise it was the end of 2008.. me.. as always.. did my routine activity on every wednesday.. wic is wake up at 7.30am.. attending d CPC..

CPC was presented by psychiatric department.. wif d title dari mata turun ke hati, sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga.. a case of a patient with Fusch's disease with bipolar disorder..

it shows how a physical illness can affect ppl psychologically.. quite interesting case.. but d most interesting part is of cos d breakfast after CPC.. it was fried mee hoon.. yummy@!!..

n of cos.. comin 2 a new year.. there will be more challenges awaiting.. especially with d decision i have 2 make.. d housemanship form dat i need 2 fill in... luckily juz finish fill in d interview form from SPA..

y do ppl have 2 make choices in their life??.. aren't it more easier if everytink is prepared 4 me.. n wat i need 2 do is juz follow d path dat had been prepared.. n follow orders.. it will b more easier..

well, after having another session wif haemato lecture.. i went 2 sleep.. diz week was really a tiring week.. hectic.. wake up @ 1.30pm.. for rheumatho session..

luckily, i don hv 2 present my case of SLE.. d scleroderma alone take about 2 hours..

at nite of christmas eve, it was on call nite 4 me.. quite lots of admission.. craps.. luckily, a nice fren treat me new year eve dinner wif KFC.. n a patient of mine purposely order set of pizza for us.. it was hawaiian delight i tink.. thx both of u..

fireworks were everywhere in KL.. in all places.. from d merdeka sq, 2 times sq, one utama n d curve.. ppl were celebrating new year.. but i was stuck in med 1, ukmmc celebrating d nite wif d nurses n d patients..

but it surely was a blessing.. ppl do celebrate new year differently every where on earth.. some were mourning, some were cheering, some even sobbing.. but me.. sighing..

well, 2 everyone on earth.. happy new year 2009.. may all of u have a prosperous year ahead..

cheers

-DoRc eViL-

X'MaS 2008 @ HoMe...

2009-01-01T04:44:00.000-08:00

it was a pleasant Christmas this year.. Got 2 go home 2 celebra8 wif my family.. after several years of Christmas away from home.. i finally got d chance 2 celebrate it at home diz year..

it was an early booking flite.. about 9 months ago.. after i just enter my final year posting.. i still remember i was in ortho posting at that time.. time surely travel so fast.. without realising it.. it already come 2 end of d year..

so it was a surprise return 4 xmas diz yr.. i kept it a secret from all of my families.. none of them knows about it..

i depart on the eve of xmas at 5pm.. arriving at 7.30pm at KIA.. luckily, my fren k-rul came n fetch me.. thx k-rul appreciate d ride.. next time i'll treat u dinner..

then i went 2 search 4 xmas cake.. went 2 secret recipe but sold out.. luckily i manage 2 find one at mita cake house.. taste almost d same though..

i reach home at bout 9pm.. dad was standing at the front door n wondering who was it when i came down from d car.. ehehhe.. all of them were amaze.. but mom remain calm.. becos it's her maternal instinct dat feel dat i'm goin 2 b home 4 xmas.. obviously mom is always correct..

obviously xmas eve most important service is d midnite mass.. but wif d condition of d old church dat we have.. really can't feel d mood.. ehehhe..

on christmas day.. really had lots of visitors.. don't even had enough sleep on d eve.. our open house was from morning till nite.. wif me able 2 sleep at only 10pm.. luckily..

dasz did come.. twice.. ooppss.. 3 times actually.. n twice got loss.. somewhere until bunuk.. sigh..

d 3rd time he came wif merv.. d second time was 2 fetch me 2 merv house...

i did hang out wif them.. 2 d spring.. 2 nite scene.. there r really happening.. ehehhe.. it was really a memorable xmas diz time.. got 2 meet lots of new fren.. dat i ignore b4 in matrix time..

so appreciate everyone dat u found.. though how tiny they are.. their fate might be change in d future..

cheers

-DoRc eViL-

23rd BiRtHdaY wIsHeS...

2009-01-01T04:30:00.000-08:00

ReCeIvIn wIsHeS fRom aLL mY fReNs fOr mY bEfdAy eVeRy yeAr.. was d most awaited moment..

BoTh my DiGi n MaXis phone were receiving smses from all over d place.. even don't have enough time 2 reply..

Here r some of d smes..;

Happy birthday!. May all ur dream come true!.. -ChUn-

Happy bday. ;) -Gha..-

zzzzzzz... HaPPy.. bIrThdaY..-JoHn..-

RM0.00 Bank Islam wishes you a happy birthday on 20/12/2008..

Cosmas, happy birthday ya.. :-).. -Jane-

Yo!. Happy birthday..-Wawai-

and lots more from my phone.. hope really can type all of it..

but 2 tired..

those well wishers dat wishes me on my frenster, myspace n facebook page.. thx..

really thx u all from d bottom of my heart..

cheers -DoRc eViL-

YaY.. mE a YeaR oLdEr..

2009-01-01T04:01:00.000-08:00

fInaLLyyy… iT’s oFFiciaL.. i’ve been living in this God created earth for 23 years.. 23 years.. dats quite long time ae..

hhmmpphh.. it was on diz day dat my mom suffered great pain in delivering me after 38 weeks of POA.. ehhehe.. i would like 2 thanks mom with all of my heart..

being in diz earth 4 23 years.. of cos life was not dat easy 4 me.. with lots of ups n downs.. but of cos thx 2 God i manage 2 get thru every thick n thin wif his blessing..

i appreciate my dad’s hard work in raising me.. seeing him busying almost nights n days.. make me feel i’m bless wif a very hardworking father..

of cos evryone is not perfect.. but we should we grateful of wat we had.. never demand 2 much.. n shud b thankful at everytime..

well.. there’s notink special happen on my befday.. i wake up at 10.30 am in the morning.. and with full of my birthday n holidays spirit.. i borrowed aida’s car 2 go shopping @ jusco, maluri.. well.. have 2 buy lots of presents.. 4 ppl @ home..

i walk almost 2 hours.. searching 4 d perfect gift.. luckily sales was goin on.. so manage 2 find lots of gifts wif quite good price n affordable.. but wat dissapoint me most is i was unable 2 find my dream x’mas shirts.. i found it at padini’s outlet.. but there was no S size 4 me.. huhu.. sigh.. have 2 hunt again 2moro..

later.. after jusco hunt.. i pampered myself by having a haircut n hairwash in APT, tesco.. 4 30 mins.. yaya.. d result was excellent.. got an apt card for cutting edgz outlet.. will get free haircut after 6 haircuts.. nngggeee..:D that was my befday present from APT.. tq..

then.. it was almost 3 when i reach HUKM.. thought that i was late for choir practice i rush d car 2 stesen bdr tun razak.. 2 board an lrt 2 church.. after i arrive @ church.. juz found out that everyone juz arrive 4 d rehearsel.. sigh.. luckily i din come early.. if not.. i’ll be stranded there alone.. gosshhh..

after rehearsel with the children that perform nativity play.. i went back.. becos had promised my housemate 4 a dine out at buffet in federal hotel..

so there i was.. always rushing on my befday.. gosshh..

luckily, i reach hukm at 7.10pm.. then.. prepared 2 dine out.. we leave at 7.30pm.. n the way 2 federal hotel was hectic.. goossshh.. wif traffic jam everywhere.. especially at jln bukit bintang.. n with blurr direction in finding our ways 2 federal.. n took me 3 times 2 call d receptionist 2 find the way.. n we even don’t realise when we had reach d federal becos of d small sign board..
another hectic tink was finding car park in bkt bintang.. there almost none existed.. luckily we found a place wic cost us about 5 per entry..

we we had 2 walk from d car park 2 d federal wic took about 5 mins journey..
so we managed 2 arrive at the verandah @ 9pm.. so without wasting time.. we go n grabs lots n lots of foods.. ranging from appetizer.. main course n dessert.. n of cos bbq foods wic take about 15 mins 2 b served.. yay..

but food there aren’t much varieties in there. but there always sushi n raw food.. grosss.. every buffet that i went 2.. always doesn’t seems 2 left sushi n raw fish in their menu.. sigh..
we spend about 1 and a half hour 2 eat.. n finally i decided 2 order a drink of ice lemon tea.. wic cost me rm 7.. d worst is they din even put some sugar inside d drinks.. wic taste so awefull.. yucks..

basically, this birthday was quite a memorable one.. but i didn’t receive any present.. huhuh.. sigh.. but.. quite enjoyable.. s copmpare 2 last year.. where i spend d whole day home alone.. or shud i put it room alone in KTDi..

cheers.. -DoRc eViL-

TeNjI.. aNyoNe??

2008-12-30T07:53:00.000-08:00

hhmmpphhh.. it begins as the ordinary blue monday.. with us juz came back from teluk intan.. n d spirit of christmas n holoidays still in my mood.. i became lazy 2 go 2 d ward.. hehhee..
so.. i wake up at around 8.30am.. n arrive at the ward at 9am.. clerking few patient n examine few patients.. then i being bugg by this task of preparing gen lecture 4 final yr teaching.. but of cos.. being me.. i always ignored it.. 2 lazy 2 even tink about it..

so.. hp suddenly bump 2 me.. n ask me a question.. hye.. u wana go 2 tenji??
being blurr… ?? n #$%^&?? wat was it again?? Tenji say he.. hhmmpphh.. Tenji.. wat’s dat?? a new shopping mall.?? new outlet??.. then.. he said dat it is a new japanese buffet in town.. juz open lately.. hhmmpphh.. japanese buffet ae.. like shogun n jogoya.. yupp.. juz open in solaris, mont kiara..

yay.. japanese buffet again ae.. d last time i had it was.. in shogun, sunway pyramid.. d day dat i felt my stomach almost explode if i don stop binge eating..
ahahhaha… n yet.. goin 2 try another japanese buffet again?? ggoossshh.. wat’s so special about diz buffet.. hhmmpphh.. it juz open lately.. n held offer of 29.90++ lunch buffet per person until next month d 15th..

so we went there n try about.. like d rest of d japanese buffet restaurant.. d look is always awesome.. ehehhe.. wif lots of raw fish.. yay.. sashimi, unagi.. etc.. u name it, they got it.. yucks.. kinda wonder how does my stomach digest all those raw fish.. must had been hard 2 digest.. ewww..

hhmmpphh.. like always.. being in buffet restaurant.. d rule is eat as much as u can.. but don ever vomit.. ahahhaha.. so.. there we are.. eat n eat all d way.. d food kinda tasty.. but d fried food were juz so so 2 me..

we even had food that r not being ordered by us.. it must have been confusion of d table numbers.. becos 090 and 060 looks alike when it’s turn upside down.. so.. i guess who’s d lucky person dat ate bong’s ordered sashimi.. n in return they gave us.. d gross mix vege.. yucks..
so.. ppl out there… don forget 2 try yea.. quite n experience.. especially d ice-cream is haagen-dazs.. it cost about 14.50 juz a small cup.. worth tryin’.. eat until u drop.. n of cos lots of refreshment n desset as well.. n dessert r awesome n delicious..

n d best things bout d dessert is.. it's full of haagan dasz ice cream.. tastilicious.. n delicious.. awesome..

well.. d venue is at solaris mont kiara.. quite comfy place wif nice scene.. they currently holding lunch buffet @ only 29.90++ for the 1st hour n 10 for the next subsequent hour..

cheers

-DoRc eViL-

mE nEaR dEaTh eXpEriEnCe..

2008-12-30T07:51:00.000-08:00

GoSShh.. iT’s d first time dat i felt d feeling like diz.. i never had i before.. hhmmpphh.. it started as a normal blue monday.. after following ward rounds.. n having lunch..

suddenly upon entering d elevator 2 d 3rd floor 2 d library.. i notice a notice which said.. blood donation campaign, UKMMC lobby, 9am-5pm.. excitedly.. i said 2 kak didie.. hhmmpphhh.. lets donate blood kak didie.. it’s been long time i din donate blood edi.. hehehhe.. so excitingly.. i ask kak didie 2 wait @ library, while i went bck 2 take my blood donation card..
walking happily, without fear.. i was screened.. measured weight, Hb, answered questionaire.. etc, etc..

and there i went 2 lay on d blood donation chair.. hhmmpphh.. expecting a good experience after d bad experience i had last donation.. sigh
so there i was, after d nurse injecting d LA and inserting a large gauge of needle.. i guess it was 18 or 16 in gauge size.. pumping blood out of my vein.. into d small 1 pint of blood pack.. wic measured roughly about 450ml..

after dat.. i was happily smiling.. becos it was all over.. so i’m happily compress d injection site.. fear of it might bleed perfusely after wat had happen on my last blood donation.. i compress hard enough.. enough 2 secure a hemostasis or blood clot.. ehehhe.. successly done.. i prevent it from bleed..

so.. i was happily walking 2 kak didie place 2 see her squeezing blood out of her vein.. hehehe.. i kept on tease her doesn’t knw dat wat i might face later..

after dat.. i was happily enjoying a cup of milo, wif pandan bun.. hmmphhh.. it started at that time.. the feeling dat i wouldn’t forget 4 d rest of my life..

it started as.. very tired feeling.. n my vision start 2 become dark.. then my ears become deaf.. my hand become numb.. a shiver sweat run down my face.. ppl kept on calling me 2 rest on d bench.. but i kept resisting.. until..

d vision became totally dark.. n gloomy.. my ears can’t hardly hear anytink.. i only remeber dat i was walking 2 d bench 2 rest n then it was total black out..

when i wake up.. d next tink i realize was.. ppl try 2 ease my tie.. n having difficulty doin it.. n d nurse was trying 2 feed me wif some drinks..

hhmmpphh… juz wonder who lift me up from d floor when i collapse.. 2 d bench.. still wondering actually..
cheers
-DoRc eViL-

3 days in teluk intan..

2008-12-30T07:40:00.000-08:00

hhmmpphhh.. sigh.. it was juz a short 3 days in teluk intan in internal medicine posting..
i went there with a heavy heart wondering wat will i do in dat boring part of the world.. quite reluctant 2 go at first.. hhmmpphh.. but d experience totally changes me completely.. n how i’ll view things n oppurtunities in d future..

we left 4 teluk intan on tuesday, d day after raya korban’.. n of cos.. everyone taking d bus cos everyone thought dat it’s only a short stay 4 3 days.. n lazy 2 drive 2 teluk intan.. besides it’s our last posting in teluk intan.. n d best part is we got 2 spend only 4 days n 3 nites there. hmmpphh.. quite happy @ first..

i din went 4 orientation 4 d 1st day.. becos being stranded in d kolej office juz 2 wait 4 ppl 2 fetch me 2 d house dat i don have keys 2 enter it.. dats y i din went 2 report myself in med dept in teluk intan.. sigh.. leave a bad impression wif Dr R.. hhmmpphh..

being only D1OL in teluk intan med dept.. i am d lucky person 2 do oncall 4 d first day.. n i wonder will i have enough shirts 4 diz posting.. becos i only brought 3 sets of shirts 4 wards attire.. luckily i was able 2 reuse d shirts without someone notice it.. ahahhaha..
oncall 4 d 1st night was terrible.. with lots of admission.. sigh.. wonder how F handle it.. being d HO oncall on dat nite.. we of cos did help her by taking blood.. inserting branula n clerk n examine some admission.. hhmmmpphh.. dats kinda shadow HO’s jobs as being mention in our guide..

n i’m also d lucky person 2 get 2 present case during our 1st teaching with Dr L our physician.. hmmpphh.. luckily it was only ACS n quite a simple n straight forward case.. but lots of questions dat left unanswered by us.. eheheh.. of cos i’m always d noisiest in d grup.. luckily got full assessment marks with Dr L.. ehhehe… all were full 10 marks.. ehehheh.. never got dat kinda assessment marks b4..

d 2nd day was wif Dr C teaching… d Dr who has d mirror image n style as our colleague YTM.. i wonder whether they notice each other or not.. it’s so hard 2 find twins dat r not connected by placenta.. ehehhe. he should be grateful he found his set of twins.. nngggeeee..:D teaching wif Dr C was quite interesting, he is quite lenient in his requirement.. we did 1 long case n 2 short cases wif him..

D last day was of cos teaching wif Dr R, d HOD n also one of the external examiner for our pro-exam.. hhmmpphh.. he’s really good.. n thourough in his teaching n requirements.. we present a respi case with him.. but session with him was really2 beneficial.. cos we stand 4 2 hours.. n being call out 4 Dr L’s rounds when he’s having d mood 2 teach us.. hhmmpphh..

yay.. luckily i’m bck in hukm edi.. i was suppose 2 come back by bus wic depart from teluk intan @ 8pm.. but luckily, i manage 2 folo MK in his car.. wif PPD 2 prepare 4 tomoro.. n carollings.. i wonder how i would divide myself.. hhmmpphh.. if i juz have d ability of “Kage-Bunshin” like how naruto did… dat will b awesome.. hahahha.. really wana attend both session.. sigh.. i guess have 2 see how it goes 2moro then..

tHis teluk intan posting will b my last 4 diz yr.. hope fully.. kinda miss dat peaceful village.. miss d foods.. lots of tasty foods.. n of cos d leaning tower of teluk intan..

ohh.. ya.. teluk intan will b officiating it’s McD drive through tomoro.. pls do come n support who knows there might b lots of free meal n foods.. ehehehe…

cheers

-DoRc eViL-

i LoVe KiDs.. jUz LoVe tHeM..

2008-12-30T07:29:00.000-08:00

FiNaLLy, i’ve finish my 9 weeks rotation and posting in paediatric department. The department that i last left in my 3rd year, and how i yearn and longed 4 diz moment 2 go back 2 diz posting again.

The good news is i’m in paeds department again, but d bad news is i was unable 2 be supervised by my ex supervisor who was Dr. N. She left us after my 3rd year paeds posting and she did told us that she’ll meet us again in 5th year but she went abroad 2 further her study.

Being in paeds dept. we were posted 2 teluk intan 4 d 1st 2 weeks. with fresh brain dat doesn’t register anytink regarding paediatric yet. I were left blank 4 d 1st week in teluk intan. ehhehhe.. plus d lazy 2 read attitude dat i have.. dats make it worst..

Being in teluk inatan is basically a good experience 2 learn. they only manage usual cases and the management is quite simple. with lots of same cases being admitted. the most ommon being ac. bronchioliotis.. wonder i spell it correctly or not.

We were doing general paeds 4 d 1st week and neonate 4 d 2nd week. they were lots of diffrence in examining paeds patient as compare 2 adult patient. as i found dat it’s more interesting becos it’s involve toys and finally i found patients dat interested in touching my little teddy bear that i hang at my stethoscope.. ahahha.. wonder whether d tinks is contagious and loaded with lots of bacterias and viruses or not.. ngggeeeee..:D

well, of cos me and other 6 of my colleague were being assign under Dr W. The nicest doctor in paeds. he thought us how should a medical student act like and behave like. Being our usual routine is stay @ the ward sharp @ 8am and goin back @ 5pm. LUnch hour is only 1 hour wic start @ 1pm and end @ 2pm.

hMMmppphh.. but being d most noisiest n laziest in d grup. i escaped several times of cos.. ehhehe… not 2 mention delaying my self 2 go 2 d wards due to overslept syndrome.. but luckily never being caught .. ahhaha..

examining d paeds patients n taking history from d parents is quite interesting, becos d parents knws wat actually their baby have although the baby was unable 2 tell them.. i wonder how did they do that. it’s like a baby is crying frequently and the mother knows dat he actually a tummy ache.. hmmpphh this must b d ability dat all mothers have.. super mom i guess.. ehehhee..

rounds is another tingy.. being prepare n not doesn’t mean anytink.. we were unable 2 present our cases anyway.. however, it’s worth preparing.. 4 d sake of learning. we were designated under Prof O 4 rounds and team. She was d type dat doesn’t bother much about us, and assume us as n extra furniture n though that we’re invisible.. ehehhe.. but one day in the fine 6th week of our posting.. she suddenly notice our appearance… hmmppmm wonder wat trigger dat ae..
being in paeds posting, we were not escaped from lot of seminars n case presentation of cos.. n we were d lucky people 2 be under Prof B d famous paeds cardiologist in our faculty. she is a great teacher, n never like students who are lazy and do shortcuts.. she really wants her students 2 learn and improve their knowledge.. of cos knowing her perfectionist attitude.. we were dire 2 prepare our seminars a week b4 d actual date. n show her a day before d presentation however we were unable 2 do dat cos she’s busy marking exam papers. so we did surprise her wif our presentation.. all of us got excellent marks 4 our accessment.. goosssssshhh.. excellent relief..

oncall is d most challenging parts in paeds posting. oncall under different lecturer means we got 2 go back @ different times. hhmmpphh.. i can count how many times actually i slept at the horrified oncall room.. ahahha.. it’s very a terifying place 2 b.. luckily i survive d trauma.. ahahha.. but it’s quite a comfy rooms wif air con, and bathroom.. n fully equip room.. juz dat d path leading 2 d room is horrifying.. otherwise it’s a nice n comfy room..

oncall in nicu is d best, being no need 2 cover d cases in nicu… n going bck after d oncall round.. but d bad tinks about it was we always got 2 do oncall in nice during weekends.. sigh.. ehhehe.. but once we were manage 2 escaped nicu rounds and went 4 nisa’ n shahir weddings.. hhmmpphh.. of cos being scolded by d MO’s n specialist on call.. but being d most ignorance students.. we did our poker face again… ahhahhaha..

of cos in this posting.. i met my new found fren.. hhmmpphh.. u knw who u are.. it started as oncall wif janice 2 find case 4 my write up.. n turn up 2 b a supper with dat person.. ahahha.. since then, we becone best of fren.. buying dinner whenever dat person is on call.. n hang up with dat person whenver doing call during weekends.. yay.. we spend lots of time together during birthday n karaoke @ red box.. enjoy it so much.. ehhehe..

of cos being in paeds department.. we can’t escape from d usual exam.. luckily it was quite easy n my clinical got good n cooperative patients.. hmmpphh,,, hope 4 d best 4 my exam.. crossing my fingers..
cheers

-DoRc eViL-

pEnAnG tRiP o8..

2008-12-30T07:20:00.000-08:00

yAy.. fiNaLLy.. i sTeP fOoT iN pEnaNg.. d pEaRL oF d oRiEnT.. iT sTarTeD As aN iNvItAtiOn fRoM jOnaThaN.. mY jAJaL 2Nd yR jUnIOR.. kaHkaHkaH.. dOn taKe hEARt.. jaJaL.. (kO mmG jaJaL pOn)..

d bUs tIcKeT wAs a bIg pRobLeM.. hV 2 gO seVerAL tIme 2 PuDu.. hOwEvEt iN d eNd wE maNagEd 2 gEt a TiCkEt.. iT eNds uP d bUs tIckEt waS a cOn.. pOoR cOnnIe n hIs bOyFREn hAvE 2 bOaRd a hOrrOr bUs 2 pEnaNg.. huHU.. rEaLLy sOrRy cOn.. wE rUinEd uR hOnEymOoN.. ehhe..

wE dEpaRT fRoM KL oN 26/9 @ 11pm.. iT wAs a VeRy hOrRoR dAy.. i nEaRLy mIssEd mY bUs.. cOs i cAmE baCk fRom tELuK inTan oN d sAmE daY.. reAch HuKM aRouNd 4pM. wenT 2 kUaNg 2 pIcK uP mY bAju rAya fRoM mY sIs wIc sHe bOugHT fRom kEdaH.. i rEAcH HuKm bAck aRoUnd 8.30pm.. wif uRgEnT DiNnEr n LaUnDrY.. hmmph.. wHeN i wAnA LeAvE mY rUm 2 cAtCh a TAxI, i rEALisE mY rUm’s kEy wEnT mIssIng.. bUt d cLoCk iS eDi 9.45pm.. wIthOut fUrThEr thOughT i jUZ wEnt oUt n LOcK mY rUm.. 2 cAtCh a tAxi.. i WaIteD quiTE Long.. BuT NO tAXi TuRn Up.. gOsSShh.. i rEALLy gOiN 2 mIss mY tRiP 2 PenAng.. LuCkILy aLL oF a sUddEn.. hAmzI’s cAr aPPeaR oN d trAffIc LigHT.. n OffEr mE a RidE 2 pUdU.. huussshh.. iT wAs 10.20pm.. wE reAcH pUdU 8 10.30pm.. LuCkIlY i dIn mIss mY bUs.. ahahha..

wE dEPaRT fRoM pUdU 2 PenAng 8 11pm.. LuCkILY d bUs wAs okAy.. quite cOmfY rIdE.. oNLy sToP oncE fOr PU n bUy fOOd.. uNaBLe 2 dOze oFF iN d bUS.. jUZ dOn FeEL lIKe sLeePinG.. wIf cRAzY jOnAt bY mY siDE.. LaGi cannOT sLeeP.. ahahha.. THaNx gOd wE mAnGeD 2 ArrIvE 8 pEnAnG 8 0330 am.. qUiTe tIrInG.. i hAve 2 tAke a NAp uNtiL 0600am.. jUz 2 waIt 4 d dAy 2 bE bRighT.. 2 moVe 2 d hOtEL wIc iS bEiNG bOOkEd.. d OrIeNtaL hOtEL.. (nOt d LuXuRioUS oNe) eheh.. cAnOt aFForD..

wE aRRiVe aT d hOtEL aT 0730am.. ThX 2 d taXi dRiVer wIc cOsT uS rm25 per rIdE fRom sTatIon bUs sG nIbOnG 2 gEorgEtowN.. aFtEr daT we’re hOrrIfIeD wIf d TaxI iN pEnaNG.. dAt was d 1st n lAst tIme wE tAkE cAb iN peNanG.. LuCkiLy d hOteL mAnAgER aLLoW us 2 cHeCk iN eArLy.. eheh.. wE caN hV a rEst b4 wE eXpLoRE peNaNg..

bUt a ReSt tUrN uP 2 b a NaP n sLeeP.. wE wAkE uP aT 1230pm wic is obviously vErY LaTE iN d AftErnOoN 2 eXPLoRe peNanG.. aHaha.. witH d sUn uP rIgHT oN oUr heAd.. wIf nO maP at haNd.. aNd d oN:y pLaCe i kNw is kOmtaR.. wE jOurNeY wIf bUs nO. 11.. ahahha.. i dOnOe y i HaD d rEsPonSibiLiTy 2 lEaD 13 jUnIoRs 2 fOllOw mE 2 eXPLoRe pEnaNg.. wIth i mYseLf weNt thErE fOr d 1St tIme oSo.. wAt i kNw iS jUz tRAVeL bY bUs.. d mOst chEApEst mOdE oF trAnspOrt..

wE wOkE uP aRoUnd 1230pm. wEnT 4 LunCH 8 78 cAfe wIc is Juz iN fRoNt oF oUr rEsiDiNg hOtEL.. n Make oUr jOuRnEy 2 KoMtaR, bY wALkInG.. YuP waLkInG.. rEaLLy fUn.. tAkInG pIcs.. LoTs oF iT.. rEaLLy eNjOy..

i ReaLLy fOLo mY iNsTiNct in LeaDiNG tHem eXpLoRe pEnAnG.. LiKe a BLiNd LeAdInG a BLinD.. ahahha.. bUt wE maNaGe 2 bOaRd rApId pEnaNG bUs 2 bAtu fErRiNggI.. d sO cALLeD bAtu FeRrInGGi.. ahah.. bEaCh LiFe wAs grEat.. i aLwaYs eNjOy bEaCh scEnE.. ahahha.

i PrEfER 2 LivE @ a bEaCh iF pErmIttEd.. LeSS wOrrIeS, Less jAm.. tRaVeL bY sWiMMing.. hmmmpphh.. bUt 1 tInK i dOn LikE iS mY sKiN gEt tAnnEd eAsiLy iF i sTaY oUt uNdEr d sUn eVeN fOr a sHoRt wHiLe..

wELL d ViSiT 2 d bEaCh wAs aN unpLanneD oNe.. bEcOs wE dIN bRinG aLonG oUr sWiMMiNG tRuNk n eQuiPmeNt aLoNg.. sigh.. wAsted.. sO we jUZ hAng arOunD.. tAkIng sOmE sCEnErY pIcs.. n DoIn LoTs oF aCtiOns pOSe nEaR d bEACh.. LoTs oF Fun.. yAy..
aFtEr d SuNsEt, wE sEt our fEEt bAcK.. cOS oBvIoUsLy wE’rE aLL hUngRy n cRAvIng 4 Food.. n I hAvE pRomISe cHrIsTy 2 mEEt hEr n hEr frEn @ tHe cHurCh 4 sUnSeT sERvIcE..
d cHuRcH dAT iS jUZ wItHiN 10 mIns wALk fRoM kOmtaR tOOk us About haLf an hOuR jOuRnEy hUntIng 4 iT.. we’re in cIrcLeS 4 feW timEs aSkiNG 4 dIreCtioNS 2 d BSN.. eVeRyoNe pOinTinG 2 dIffErEnt dIreCtioNS.. oBvIoUsLy wE dOnOe wHo 2 tRust..
sO wE jU waLk aHEad.. n LucKIlY we FoUnd d cHurCh.. bUt wE’re 2 LaTE 4 d Mass.. sO iT jUs a pRaYer sErvIcE @ d cHurCh LoL..

AftEr d mAss fInISh.. LuckilY i fOunD chrIsty.. n sHe oBvIousLy cAn’t rEcogNize mE cos i Lost LOts of wEighT as cOmpAre 2 yEArs agO., WhEn i mEt hEr.. ahhaha.. LucKilY hEr sister who jUZ seen mE in a Pic can rEcOgnIzev mE-sigh-..2 cHrisTY pLz wEAr uR glasses.. ahhaha..
tHen she bRouGht us 2 d MosT HeCtIc PLacE 2 eAt at Penang.. wIf LOtS oF ppl n Lots oF nOIse.. gOshhh.. bUt d Food wAs vERy daMn dELicIoUs.. wAna tRy sUmoRE…
tHen.. aFtEr dInnER wE wEnT hOteL 2 fEtCH oUr hUngRy gHosT fREn 2 eAt agAin @ d saMe spoT.. theiR cOmmEnT.. dAmn awEsome Food.. ahhaha.. DeLiCiOus..

aFtER eVeRyoNe hAd a FuLL tUmmY.. wE wEnT bCk 2 oUr hOteL.. bAsIcALLy eVrYoNe wAs eXhaUstEd.. n mE.. uNoFFiCiaLLy pLaNNeR haD 2 pLAn a tOuR oF pEnaNg d nExT daY.. aFtER wE rEcEiVe a mAp oF PLacEs oF iNtEreSt oF pEnaNG fRoM cHrIsTy..
bUt.. bEiNg iN d rOOm dUrIng vAcAtIoN iS oF cOs bOrEd.. sO mE, jAjAL n VaN wEnT oUt 2 eNjOy d nItE sCeNe iN pEnaNg.. wE tRaIL d pEnaNg rOad unTiL d eNd n wE FoUnD LoTs oF cLuB.. gOOsshhh..

LucKiLy wE jUz pAssEd bY nOt eNtER iT.. ahhaha.. sCaRy 4 mE.. huhuhu.. wE wEnT 2 tOOk sOmE pIc aT tHe sHeLLs inSteAd.. yayya..
aFtER tIrEd oF LoIteRinG, wE dEcidEd 2 wEnT baCk 2 hOteL 4 sLLLeeepppzzzz…

-cHeeRs-

-DoRc eViL-

a nEw bLoG

2008-12-30T07:13:00.000-08:00

aN eXtEnsIon fRom frEnstEr blog..
i decided 2 create diz blog.. cosz.. d good tinks is.. i can share lots of pics in diz blog..
like d saying.. a picture tells a thousand words..
so here goes..
happy reading everyone..!!
cHeers..
-DoRc eViL-